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Roots

A collection of private posts for limited viewing

notes from the womb

3 March 2023 2 min read

waking up to suffering / bowing to its roots

3 March 2023 6 min read
on lines and distance

on lines and distance

Identity is not a theory or concept, she said. Let go of the mind. What is true in your body?

12 November 2022 6 min read

Poetry as Buddhist practice

Draft 2 of Lion's Roar article I once got into a fight with my beloved lay dharma teacher in the Plum Village tradition. She insisted that the insight

6 September 2022 3 min read

Poetry as Buddhist practice

Draft article for Lion's Roar For months in residence at a Soto Zen temple, I woke before dawn to meditate, observing the sunrise in shadows migrating on white

28 August 2022 3 min read

Resting with Thay

My root teacher Thich Nhat Hanh taught me to rest. Once a week at his monasteries, monks and nuns would schedule a lazy day — a day without plans, formal practice,

27 January 2022 3 min read

To my anxiety, with love

Sometimes, I know it's hard to find a way out trying to escape fear or anger or discomfort, you doom scroll the news or swipe on the apps

27 January 2022 1 min read

daring

That moment of clarity - I am not afraid of you You standing towering over me, daring me to be afraid Yes - my legs are shaking, adrenaline is flowing

11 April 2021 1 min read

letting go

November 28, 2020 Abbas, Thank you for showing up, if only to reflect and say goodbye. And thank you for your honesty and openness this past Tuesday. I have taken

28 November 2020 5 min read

I come for myself

21 November 2020 1 min read

Your camper van house

all the things I'll never need to know again You invited me into your tiny house and taught me its secrets: The water pump needs to be on

20 November 2020 2 min read

groceries

(what you've left behind) Just last week you walked through my door with Arms full of groceries, filled the fridge with my favorite zucchini, Kombucha, leeks, huge portobello

20 November 2020 1 min read

Crumbling the Walls of Separation

In Israel and Palestine, where I lived from December 2018 - March 2020, there is a vast concrete wall separating Jerusalem from the West Bank. The wall is unsurpassable for

9 September 2020 5 min read

Goodbye letter

Dear John, I do not want to be in this committed relationship anymore, I am sorry. I am dreading having to tell this to you in person and to see

19 July 2020 8 min read

For you, John

I open up slowly, like a flower unfurling her petals Letting go of the fear of being seen, relaxing into the Sweet cascade of your fingers skimming over each Region

19 May 2020 1 min read

For you, J

I open up slowly, like a flower unfurling her petals letting go of the fear of being seen, relaxing into the sweet cascade of your fingers skimming over each region

19 May 2020 1 min read

fuck the practice

Today, throw a tantrum, rage at every Fucking thing you hate Let the axe fall hard into the ground, Fuck you fuck this fuck everything Allow yourself to feel everything.

26 April 2020 2 min read

Axe

My body sings with power heat, sex, lustful for destruction, taking The axe arcs through the air, from the ground, past my left shoulder, singhing the air with the force

25 April 2020 1 min read

Fuck you, world

I have to say, I am fucking angry at the state of the world. People of plenty, why are you polluting the oceans, consuming resources like crazy, acting as if

20 April 2020 34 min read
the wild gardener

the wild gardener

Two truths diverged in a yellow wood, and I, seeing Leo continue down his, turned towards mine with a boundless joy

31 March 2020 10 min read

An exploration of love

Email to Leo in response to his messages on March 23 and 25 Dear Leo, It’s early morning here in California, outside the sky is black and a set

25 March 2020 6 min read

Breaking free of ice

There is nowhere to go, nothing to do. Today is a lazy day in Jerusalem and I am on day 2 of a self-imposed quarantine.

6 March 2020 7 min read
Imagining home in the redwoods

Imagining home in the redwoods

Imagining my own home, nestled in the redwoods, deeply rooted in the earth. A stream trickles by on its way to the ocean not far away. The space is safe, cozy, full of light and nature, a space for true rest and creativity.

24 February 2020 7 min read
the cozy golden corner

the cozy golden corner

Getting to know the sangha within myself during a session with Leo

17 February 2020 6 min read

To become a butterfly

Reflecting on metamorphosis after a session with Leo in Vienna To become a butterfly, let go of your desire to be anyone but yourself. Notice the wings sewn onto your

5 February 2020 6 min read
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